Mondays aren’t the worst. The cute bartender poured a lot of mezcal shots but we were fine.
A couple of first-time things: 1) i made iced matcha lattes. not a big deal. i used the nespresso aeroccino milk frother gadget. matcha will be my late afternoon caffeine fix from now on. #bestgiftever 2) i ordered sushi on an app and walked and picked it up. kind of a big deal. dinner time, uber eats, and eating food alone brings back a lot of eddie memories and some pain and sadness. but when a sushi craving hits, it hits. I am going strong.
it’s not the “alone” part that’s hard. i was mostly alone even when he was right beside me. i love the alone part and can still feel him right beside me. it’s the missing part that’s hard.
Now We bump techno or wu-tang youtube 24/7 in this apartment because of the upstairs neighbors. I can sleep through Adam beyer, but can’t sleep through the stomping.
11:33 pm.
