ABOUT ME
Posting casual outfits and beauty reviews. I’m over 40, but still kind of cool. I love sushi, loud music, my fiancé Eddie, and my cute dog Charlotte. I used to skate.
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Author Archives: streetmadonna
NO ONE LOVES YOU LIKE HE DOES
So it’s been two months since Eddie’s passing, and one month since I last posted. I thought about writing and checking in here many times this past month. I was too drunk to. Sorry. Had dinner with Ceej and Queen B tonight. Lots of good talk, good food (oysters and lobster rolls), and drink. It was unofficially BYOC, which I did. I told Evan the neighbor that I’ve been having some very hard days, and that some days are relatively easy, and that … Continue Reading »
THANK YOU THIS IS HOW I DO
A month now. That went fast. At this rate of healing, I’ll be up and at ’em in…who knows? Tonight I started drafting some thank you cards to people who sent flowers or contributed funds. A select few will receive a card just for attending the memorial service and leaving their address in the guestbook (signing the guestbook is very important, people). But one of the notes I started writing—to someone Eddie knew for a very long time but I barely know them—was … Continue Reading »
11:11
I can’t believe it’s been 11 days already. And I haven’t “blogged” rjk5000 style in probably 11 years. But right now—in these circumstances—writing is what feels best. Eddie died 11 days ago. And that is the first time I’ve said “died.” I’ve been using the euphemism “passed away” to break the sad news to people. But you are not people. You are me. It’s been difficult. Tough and weird and surreal and dizzying and sad. But also beautiful. Half of all my crying … Continue Reading »
HOW I GOT MYSELF TO READ A BOOK A WEEK
Before I tell you the simple secret of how I got myself to read a book a week, let me tell you about my awesome new morning routine. On March 2, I started the “millionaire morning routine,” where I wake up “early” (around 7:15…that’s early for me), recall my dreams, meditate, jumpstart my energy by working out for just a couple of minutes, journal, and make to-do lists. I have to say that it was all very successful. I felt great, my productivity … Continue Reading »
