I’m proud of myself because even though I’m old and tired and have to wake up early for a corporate job, I go out and do fun stuff all the time.

Tonight the bestie neighbor treated me to a delicious dinner (still milking the birthday celebrations). Her gold hoop earring fell out of her ear lobe and rolled onto sunset blvd directly under a parked car. We crouched and used our phone lights to look for it. It couldn’t be reached with human arms. The bouncer ran and got a broom. She swept it out and all was fine.

grateful for pei oysters, Los Angeles, 7am meeting canceled, Primus at the Greek, sore muscles, hot weather, fun plans, best friends, Der fluggen, Friday, nourishing food, cool car, loving family, dog friendly, Alexa, my spinal cord, Janet wood, you, them, us.

1:43 am.

I’ve been lost in my world. It feels like my feet haven’t touched the ground in days. Sorry I haven’t returned your calls or texts. I forgot how things work.

Does that sound bad or good? It’s been very good. I mean gốôđ.

Grateful for my cousin from Texas, joyhogging, heavy cues, all my mayorships, magician, sour beer, my Job, korean food, Denzel, ai, my location, dreams, luxome, mean girls, south pas tigers, the cards I was dealt.

1:18 am.

A nice hot and sunny day.

had lunch with sunhye at the K spot. What a beautiful and talented person. She made me the cutest ceramics. Some people are good at everything. She can do it all—science, art, Tetris, bouldering, cooking, pottery! But Me…well, I can drink espresso from the adorable little mug she handcrafted. But with joy. And I’ll spread it.

friday finally. This was a long week. Work is getting busy and i need to execute some administrative plans. Is it weird that they trust me. quit skating and you too can become an adult. and yes, adults drink forties.

Grateful for true friends, messages from Eddie, Not needing stuff, long nail beds, nighttime phone calls, Pilates, strength, and healing.

1:24 Am.

my favorite part of the night. Teeth are brushed and I’m already in bed. There is no goal to sleep early. The night is young until it gets vacuumed up.

Today I made a whole bunch of plans. lunch plans, weekend plans, family plans, travel plans, executive plans, plan plans. they don’t scare me anymore.

in college, a poser skater dude (he had all the gear but couldn’t Ollie to save his life) told my roommate, “Jenny changed.” My roommate asked what he meant. He said, “she’s not nice anymore.” I didn’t care so I knew he was right.

I’d like to think I got nice again. I care. ?.

Grateful for brooklinen, dumbbells, Rachelle, reading glasses, mentos gum, food, body fat, fancy things, Korean friends, relationships, dog lovers, caring, and sharing.

1:09 am.

Cj treated me to dinner tonight at the fave sushi spot. Yoey was there and we had the oyster with the little black fish eggs. I told her she had better get used to eating caviar.

the apartment above hers is available to rent. Pros: close to cj, more affordable, large space, nice neighbors, top floor, dog friendly, birdbath. Cons: tough parking, no dishwasher, not updated, not very walkable, farther. We already know I’m not moving.

grateful for cj, best friends, naps, yoey, caviar wishes, copilot, warmth, crystals, good communication, cn tower, eddie’s mom, the fish I ate, my life and everything about it.

2:58 am.

It’s that time of year again when I think about moving/changing apartments. But I know I probably won’t be going anywhere Any time soon—Current place is expensive but worth it. And the birds still need me. OR I NEED THEM.

Nothing major to report. I’ve been eating good, sleeping so-so, and funnin’ mucho.

I almost forgot to tell you…I ate a Cuban sandwich. It was my first time. I liked it.

Grateful for potato ballz, caffeine, fiber supplements, college roommates, group dinners, cousins, 24 hours of silence, my job, parking tickets, paperless post, kind words, short rib, lovely people, not using a/c, night life, my huge muscles.

1:12 am.