stay screwed up

worked late so the night got away. sipped wine (with ice in it) and talked on the phone with cj. like a normal, healthy girl with friends.

today I went to the eyebrow studio for my annual brow touch-up. another normal, healthy girl thing of me to do. I can do that, but I can’t get myself in for the mammogram, pap smear, or all the other important checks to make sure all is normal and healthy and girl. 2025 is the year. we’ll all quit cigarettes.

it doesn’t feel like christmas season. I want to get into the spirit but the spirit is sad. I thought about home depot-ing for a tree, driving through Mcd’s, and sorting through ornaments. sob much? maybe I need a new tradition. maybe in 2025.

other news: In today’s work meeting, I was described as “unflappable.”